The One who Wanted a chance - Please read it carefully and i'm serious..
As i've received complains or advises from peoples. I'm over and over it to decide whether i should give a chance or not. Till now, she still so loved me and hope for a last chance and so do i... I don't know i love you or not as i'm already tired of everything.
You, yourself understands and regret that you don't know me well as you never bothered to know what you really want to do and what i really want... You are now regret right? Regret of never do your best even i request and nag you so many times, but you take it as a joke? I don't know what you think or do you even try to change before.. Okay...Tired of repeating those sad pieces..
Straight to my point now.
25 October is your birthday, your birthday present i will give it for sure as so many things happened.. SORRY..I do know you still love me.. So i decided to give you the golden chance.. From today, till your birth date.. You can try to understand my personalities and my habits, and change your habits.. I give you this opportunity in this month to do whatever you want and to ask me whatever you want to ask.. This month we're only friends.. Take this opportunity and do what you should do.. Change yourself as you promised ?? ( i'll see what you really have changed as your friend say u change ALOT ..but i dont see anything..) Understand more about me and my habits and what i wanted you to change ??( you can ask questions for example : what you like to do when bored..? eat?..drink?....u never ask me one of this questions before..that why you FAIL!! FAIL TO KNOW ME WELL!)...do whatever you want in this month...
As your birthday is 25 October, i'm giving you the *last chance* as your present...do whatever you can this month...appreciate it please..seek helps from your friends what to do bcz u alwiz say u just first time..thats not a damn reason why you fail..)...
I know we have exam's during the 25th..I just want you to arrange your very own birthday party...see if you can?..its simple...arrange it after the exams please...anywhere may do.. your birthday present is very big...Please appreciate again...i can still give you chance...why dont you try?...on your birthday...ill see what you've done and changed...
I will decide to accept you back or not on *your birthday party* ...thats why you must make =)...hope to see make this party a success and ...if you fail this party...u fail everything...u fail to change yourself ... u fail me =)...
PS - My Friends Just Give Me Advise, I Think This Present For The Whole Night..
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Im Root Without Trunk...
How we met??
We met just in tuition and no communication done before we met in SMS...We just know each other less than a week and became couples...
How a close relationship in love must be??
A relation needs to know and understand each other before starting a relationship right?..The longer the period to communicate and understand each other as a friend, the more we can understand about the personality and background of each other. Right?
Without communication, how can we understand and know what each other need?
We just met less than 1 week, less communications and end up won't understand what i really need and what my personality is like..
Since we met in less than 1 week, of course will be shy..Then??Of course wont talk much ...Then i don't know why..I just agreed to be coupled..
i always start to speak first and think topics to talk about...if we really can communicate and really understands what each other need...then open a topic to talk about sure its easy la..but alwiz she cant start to talk..alwiz me..i am standing in a hard position...if i dont open new topic..our love is just like..nothing to say...then cant continue the relationship...i just wanted to maintain the relationship...so i everyday before tuition alwiz think topic(s) to chat of before i see her..until then i already lack of confidence..
i then plan to discuss with her..i asked her y r u alwiz so diam?why dont u try talk to me??she said..i dono wad to say...(means??she dont understand me well and what topic she nid to start...she dont know what i really need...of cz !! 1 week of fren only..then lover?...of cz nothing she understand about me..but nvm...i still love her, so i gave her chances...) she alwiz say..okay...i promise u i change...but no results was seen after 5 months...
another case...since its her first love..then what a soul mate for?( soul mate - girl/boy fren)
a soul mate is to make his/her mate to be hapi back whenever he/she is down,unhappy or sad ...right?...then one day..i was unhappy..maybe becoz stress from projects and tuitions...then when i need her...i told her..i was unhappy...i never request from her to make me happy...then this time i wanna try...i told her try to make me happy...without trying...she said..i dont know how to make a boy hapi bcoz i din try before....then i said...try at least...if not, in the future...the problem of my unhappy would be bigger and harder to solve...so, i told her to learn make me happy from now...multiples of time i have been unhappy...then i wanted her to share with me...she once again cant try to make me happy...am i that hard to regain my joyfulness?? each of my friends can just make me happy in less than 10 minutes...as im a playful and unhappy-free person...everytime she dont try or fail to make me happy...i tell myself...nevermind..maybe she's still learning....give her another chance...the only thing i can do when im down is going to sleep and cry(maybe?)...but she alwiz say...why u dont need me when you're unhappy??i know im useless...but can u dont try to leave me??i wanted to make u happy but i dont know how...since she dont know how...then i told her...i dont want u to waste time tinking tricks to make me hapi , if sleep is a way..why dont i take it??
everytime, chances were given...but she just dont appreciate it...what more i can do?...what more i can say? and how many chances u still want...?she alwiz said to change...but i dono she fail / its her habit / she didnt try to change??...now im already tired of it...enough...5 months...the time were not wasted...its happy...but veri difficult life...its difficult from my angle...for hers...she is very happy,very easy life...cz i plan everything just want her to be happy...
that day at tuition...i thought dont want to sit with her as i need to discuss something with my friend...but her friend was not here yet...the tuition centre was quiet and less people were present...so i rather sacrifice my discussion first to accompany her..she just dont appreciate everything i do...after her friend arrived ...the whole period of the class...she only faces her friend and talk to her...not a single word and not even facing me...im okay since she is happy...but she still dont get it...as i said...she promised to change...but till now..she dont...i did talk to her...but its just a sentence of question and answer....have you eaten? nope...simple......................................
i was already tired of everything...disappointed and sad....its my wrong...met her less than a week and become couples...im so dumb...im so stupid...im so tired...i will end this relation...the time were not sacrificed bcoz im hapi with it...till now..the happy period is all over...everyone has a limit...my limit has reached...time is over...what u gave im happy and appreciated it...my time with you are happy..eventhough i sacrifice my time with you more than my frens , but its okay...as long as i maintain everything...to be with someone is not easy...i nearly lost a fren...but i still try to act nothing happened...im happy...but not much as what i've gave you...
thanks for what u gave and hope your next soul mate can be more lucky than me...i've done my best to change you...
as you have read my blog...pls tell me...
Im a root...without trunk..how can i grow leaves??how can the result be beautiful and long lasting...?
Without
1st - Friendship of Understanding
2nd - Look for what each other needs
3rd - Slowly Be Couple
we cant hold long relationships...
We met just in tuition and no communication done before we met in SMS...We just know each other less than a week and became couples...
How a close relationship in love must be??
A relation needs to know and understand each other before starting a relationship right?..The longer the period to communicate and understand each other as a friend, the more we can understand about the personality and background of each other. Right?
Without communication, how can we understand and know what each other need?
We just met less than 1 week, less communications and end up won't understand what i really need and what my personality is like..
Since we met in less than 1 week, of course will be shy..Then??Of course wont talk much ...Then i don't know why..I just agreed to be coupled..
i always start to speak first and think topics to talk about...if we really can communicate and really understands what each other need...then open a topic to talk about sure its easy la..but alwiz she cant start to talk..alwiz me..i am standing in a hard position...if i dont open new topic..our love is just like..nothing to say...then cant continue the relationship...i just wanted to maintain the relationship...so i everyday before tuition alwiz think topic(s) to chat of before i see her..until then i already lack of confidence..
i then plan to discuss with her..i asked her y r u alwiz so diam?why dont u try talk to me??she said..i dono wad to say...(means??she dont understand me well and what topic she nid to start...she dont know what i really need...of cz !! 1 week of fren only..then lover?...of cz nothing she understand about me..but nvm...i still love her, so i gave her chances...) she alwiz say..okay...i promise u i change...but no results was seen after 5 months...
another case...since its her first love..then what a soul mate for?( soul mate - girl/boy fren)
a soul mate is to make his/her mate to be hapi back whenever he/she is down,unhappy or sad ...right?...then one day..i was unhappy..maybe becoz stress from projects and tuitions...then when i need her...i told her..i was unhappy...i never request from her to make me happy...then this time i wanna try...i told her try to make me happy...without trying...she said..i dont know how to make a boy hapi bcoz i din try before....then i said...try at least...if not, in the future...the problem of my unhappy would be bigger and harder to solve...so, i told her to learn make me happy from now...multiples of time i have been unhappy...then i wanted her to share with me...she once again cant try to make me happy...am i that hard to regain my joyfulness?? each of my friends can just make me happy in less than 10 minutes...as im a playful and unhappy-free person...everytime she dont try or fail to make me happy...i tell myself...nevermind..maybe she's still learning....give her another chance...the only thing i can do when im down is going to sleep and cry(maybe?)...but she alwiz say...why u dont need me when you're unhappy??i know im useless...but can u dont try to leave me??i wanted to make u happy but i dont know how...since she dont know how...then i told her...i dont want u to waste time tinking tricks to make me hapi , if sleep is a way..why dont i take it??
everytime, chances were given...but she just dont appreciate it...what more i can do?...what more i can say? and how many chances u still want...?she alwiz said to change...but i dono she fail / its her habit / she didnt try to change??...now im already tired of it...enough...5 months...the time were not wasted...its happy...but veri difficult life...its difficult from my angle...for hers...she is very happy,very easy life...cz i plan everything just want her to be happy...
that day at tuition...i thought dont want to sit with her as i need to discuss something with my friend...but her friend was not here yet...the tuition centre was quiet and less people were present...so i rather sacrifice my discussion first to accompany her..she just dont appreciate everything i do...after her friend arrived ...the whole period of the class...she only faces her friend and talk to her...not a single word and not even facing me...im okay since she is happy...but she still dont get it...as i said...she promised to change...but till now..she dont...i did talk to her...but its just a sentence of question and answer....have you eaten? nope...simple......................................
i was already tired of everything...disappointed and sad....its my wrong...met her less than a week and become couples...im so dumb...im so stupid...im so tired...i will end this relation...the time were not sacrificed bcoz im hapi with it...till now..the happy period is all over...everyone has a limit...my limit has reached...time is over...what u gave im happy and appreciated it...my time with you are happy..eventhough i sacrifice my time with you more than my frens , but its okay...as long as i maintain everything...to be with someone is not easy...i nearly lost a fren...but i still try to act nothing happened...im happy...but not much as what i've gave you...
thanks for what u gave and hope your next soul mate can be more lucky than me...i've done my best to change you...
as you have read my blog...pls tell me...
Im a root...without trunk..how can i grow leaves??how can the result be beautiful and long lasting...?
Without
1st - Friendship of Understanding
2nd - Look for what each other needs
3rd - Slowly Be Couple
we cant hold long relationships...
Friday, September 25, 2009
Holiday's event letter
To,
You la of course...
past 3 days...planned to go jusco for a movie...watch the - Where Got Ghost - clip...then on the other night..my mood isnt that good..i decided not to go on the other day...i told her that i am not going...she feel a litle bit disappointed ....i dont care...its my decision...then when i wake up on the other day...it was fresh..then i think..why dont i go?go out for a movie to keep my self relax and happy...and meet new frens !! cz she is going out vf her few frens...they're aik boon,ming en,ya jing,yan keng and another 1 if im not wrong its ming yee?? X_X..then after i decided to go..i didnt plan to tell her..thought of giving her a suprise xDD...i onli told aik boon...so then,he copied my idea T_T!!she cheated ya jing too ... haha funny -.-...i reach there at 10.30 as the appointed time was 12...i reached earlier as no one is going to fetch me on that time..so i reach 1 hour 30 min's earlier...i thought to gv them a suprise after aik boon reach...unfortunately...-.-~~he reach at 12.30...gonna wall up him...(wall up?correct ? xP)ya jing , shu fen and ming yee reach there at 11.30...however...i cnt show up first as i planned to gv them a suprise..they are in popular and im watching them where i am standing in a high position ( CAPCOM!! )....watched them over hours..and at last they walk up to the cinema to see what time the movie is available..i was frightened and quickly hide inside capcom...then they walk inside capcom-.-...then i run to the most deep inside capcom...then when i go out..they planned to buy ticket..i was nervous and quickly rush aik boon to reach ASAP ( as soon as possible )...then luckily they ended up going back to popular as another fren has reached..haha...phew...then at last aik boon reach...when he reached...they are at guardian's store...looking for SOME THINGS (aka girls stuff o.O"~)then we went inside and gave them a supprise...haha....funfun~~they seems nothing..sad..plan gone ruined...but i tink they're abit happi for it even cnt really see through their face..haha..the available time was 6.15...and we reach there at 12.00 .... ~!@#$%^& loitre around jusco for 6 hours...ahh-.-bored...at 4+ we take our lunch at pizza hut....ming en was crazy...drank 3 bottles of mineral waters and keep asking for refill of pepsi in pizza hut..haha....he was like a monster....more like rubbish bin !! HAHA!!...the movie was nice...funny and sad-.-...the cinema is damn cold...hug myself oso useless ..haha then went home at 8...nothing special..but met few new frens was a fantastic day...^6..nice day...thanks for introducing new friends to me...
Regards,
McDKiDz
You la of course...
past 3 days...planned to go jusco for a movie...watch the - Where Got Ghost - clip...then on the other night..my mood isnt that good..i decided not to go on the other day...i told her that i am not going...she feel a litle bit disappointed ....i dont care...its my decision...then when i wake up on the other day...it was fresh..then i think..why dont i go?go out for a movie to keep my self relax and happy...and meet new frens !! cz she is going out vf her few frens...they're aik boon,ming en,ya jing,yan keng and another 1 if im not wrong its ming yee?? X_X..then after i decided to go..i didnt plan to tell her..thought of giving her a suprise xDD...i onli told aik boon...so then,he copied my idea T_T!!she cheated ya jing too ... haha funny -.-...i reach there at 10.30 as the appointed time was 12...i reached earlier as no one is going to fetch me on that time..so i reach 1 hour 30 min's earlier...i thought to gv them a suprise after aik boon reach...unfortunately...-.-~~he reach at 12.30...gonna wall up him...(wall up?correct ? xP)ya jing , shu fen and ming yee reach there at 11.30...however...i cnt show up first as i planned to gv them a suprise..they are in popular and im watching them where i am standing in a high position ( CAPCOM!! )....watched them over hours..and at last they walk up to the cinema to see what time the movie is available..i was frightened and quickly hide inside capcom...then they walk inside capcom-.-...then i run to the most deep inside capcom...then when i go out..they planned to buy ticket..i was nervous and quickly rush aik boon to reach ASAP ( as soon as possible )...then luckily they ended up going back to popular as another fren has reached..haha...phew...then at last aik boon reach...when he reached...they are at guardian's store...looking for SOME THINGS (aka girls stuff o.O"~)then we went inside and gave them a supprise...haha....funfun~~they seems nothing..sad..plan gone ruined...but i tink they're abit happi for it even cnt really see through their face..haha..the available time was 6.15...and we reach there at 12.00 .... ~!@#$%^& loitre around jusco for 6 hours...ahh-.-bored...at 4+ we take our lunch at pizza hut....ming en was crazy...drank 3 bottles of mineral waters and keep asking for refill of pepsi in pizza hut..haha....he was like a monster....more like rubbish bin !! HAHA!!...the movie was nice...funny and sad-.-...the cinema is damn cold...hug myself oso useless ..haha then went home at 8...nothing special..but met few new frens was a fantastic day...^6..nice day...thanks for introducing new friends to me...
Regards,
McDKiDz
Monday, September 7, 2009
A Little More Symphathy?
a couple days ago..it was A HEAVY raining day..i follow my mum to "lok yuen"= restaurant ...to da bao vege ...then when i return...i saw a dog running around..most probably looking for a place to hide or shelter...but there was no where to go....i wanted to hlp...but i didnt=.=...then i saw a couple rushing out and build a simple dog house for it on the spot by using the TV box ..its large.... and carry the dog in..they get wet just to provide home and shelter for id =(...be kind...nxt time u no home stay rmbr do like tat xDD .. jk == ....jz provide and serve by your kindness...the warm will be felt to those who really think wisely...
Final Destionation IV - 18 above and Snooker ~
although im 16...and kid looking...==...got few big size and tall friends help me ma...we didn't enter when there are many ppl goin in...we wasted time buying the popcorn's first...then when we go in..we were stopped by the "tak tau apa (jaga)"..requested for our IC...we dont care no matter what..we must watch the movie..we can either refund or change another movie...so we decided to call the manager out...manager out only can go in==...
after the movie go infinity play snooker lo^^ play 3 match...win 2 time lose 1 time..1st match veri sui lo...first 3 ball all fei kei.."nt yet warm up oni xP"...if i no miss the ball...we won =(
after the movie go infinity play snooker lo^^ play 3 match...win 2 time lose 1 time..1st match veri sui lo...first 3 ball all fei kei.."nt yet warm up oni xP"...if i no miss the ball...we won =(
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