Rubik's Progress

currently im pretty addicted to a little game called the Rubik's Cube...haha...i started playing it when my friend brought his mini rubik to school and i started to learn...quite difficult at start...but now...i am improving my self and doing researchs, trial and errors and practicing to improve my times...currently my record is just 52 seconds....average its just 1min 05 second...haha...there is still room for improvements...angry la...my cube got confiscated...how to practice ..shit!!~~maybe buying a Rubik's Brand Cube ...haha sure cost at least 2x of a Rm15 cube==....haha...

Lucky Day !!~~

15 October 2009 !~ Morning 7.45 am - My phone got confiscated xD..as well as my first bought rubik's cube..which is just 15..nah...phone and cube i can give him...i only bothered about my sim card!! for me..!! Friends are more important !! i dont even care about my phone haha...i just wanted back the sim..then i approach to the discipline teacher's room and asked for my sim...he just gave it back to me...haha!!im not the only lucky one !! there is a plastic bag full of MERCHANDIZES xD....20++ over phones...haha...

then after my tuition at 6.30 pm...my friend borrow my history notes to photostat and highlight nearly 10 chapters ( gosh...i helped her...it suk)...i didn't realize that my phone is confiscated and resulted my mum to seek for me for 30 minutes =.=...i was inside the class room with 3 other girls ( dont think other sides k? =.= )..highlighting the notes...then at last...my mum came in and mumble all along my journey back home...haha....lucky memorable day xD..YAY..my sim is back~~and im currently using a phone model Nokia **** ... old fon ...haha...anyway...nites !!

A Chance Perhaps?

The One who Wanted a chance - Please read it carefully and i'm serious..

As i've received complains or advises from peoples. I'm over and over it to decide whether i should give a chance or not. Till now, she still so loved me and hope for a last chance and so do i... I don't know i love you or not as i'm already tired of everything.

You, yourself understands and regret that you don't know me well as you never bothered to know what you really want to do and what i really want... You are now regret right? Regret of never do your best even i request and nag you so many times, but you take it as a joke? I don't know what you think or do you even try to change before.. Okay...Tired of repeating those sad pieces..

Straight to my point now.

25 October is your birthday, your birthday present i will give it for sure as so many things happened.. SORRY..I do know you still love me.. So i decided to give you the golden chance.. From today, till your birth date.. You can try to understand my personalities and my habits, and change your habits.. I give you this opportunity in this month to do whatever you want and to ask me whatever you want to ask.. This month we're only friends.. Take this opportunity and do what you should do.. Change yourself as you promised ?? ( i'll see what you really have changed as your friend say u change ALOT ..but i dont see anything..) Understand more about me and my habits and what i wanted you to change ??( you can ask questions for example : what you like to do when bored..? eat?..drink?....u never ask me one of this questions before..that why you FAIL!! FAIL TO KNOW ME WELL!)...do whatever you want in this month...

As your birthday is 25 October, i'm giving you the *last chance* as your present...do whatever you can this month...appreciate it please..seek helps from your friends what to do bcz u alwiz say u just first time..thats not a damn reason why you fail..)...

I know we have exam's during the 25th..I just want you to arrange your very own birthday party...see if you can?..its simple...arrange it after the exams please...anywhere may do.. your birthday present is very big...Please appreciate again...i can still give you chance...why dont you try?...on your birthday...ill see what you've done and changed...

I will decide to accept you back or not on *your birthday party* ...thats why you must make =)...hope to see make this party a success and ...if you fail this party...u fail everything...u fail to change yourself ... u fail me =)...

PS - My Friends Just Give Me Advise, I Think This Present For The Whole Night..

Im Root Without Trunk...

How we met??
We met just in tuition and no communication done before we met in SMS...We just know each other less than a week and became couples...

How a close relationship in love must be??
A relation needs to know and understand each other before starting a relationship right?..The longer the period to communicate and understand each other as a friend, the more we can understand about the personality and background of each other. Right?
Without communication, how can we understand and know what each other need?
We just met less than 1 week, less communications and end up won't understand what i really need and what my personality is like..
Since we met in less than 1 week, of course will be shy..Then??Of course wont talk much ...Then i don't know why..I just agreed to be coupled..



i always start to speak first and think topics to talk about...if we really can communicate and really understands what each other need...then open a topic to talk about sure its easy la..but alwiz she cant start to talk..alwiz me..i am standing in a hard position...if i dont open new topic..our love is just like..nothing to say...then cant continue the relationship...i just wanted to maintain the relationship...so i everyday before tuition alwiz think topic(s) to chat of before i see her..until then i already lack of confidence..
i then plan to discuss with her..i asked her y r u alwiz so diam?why dont u try talk to me??she said..i dono wad to say...(means??she dont understand me well and what topic she nid to start...she dont know what i really need...of cz !! 1 week of fren only..then lover?...of cz nothing she understand about me..but nvm...i still love her, so i gave her chances...) she alwiz say..okay...i promise u i change...but no results was seen after 5 months...

another case...since its her first love..then what a soul mate for?( soul mate - girl/boy fren)
a soul mate is to make his/her mate to be hapi back whenever he/she is down,unhappy or sad ...right?...then one day..i was unhappy..maybe becoz stress from projects and tuitions...then when i need her...i told her..i was unhappy...i never request from her to make me happy...then this time i wanna try...i told her try to make me happy...without trying...she said..i dont know how to make a boy hapi bcoz i din try before....then i said...try at least...if not, in the future...the problem of my unhappy would be bigger and harder to solve...so, i told her to learn make me happy from now...multiples of time i have been unhappy...then i wanted her to share with me...she once again cant try to make me happy...am i that hard to regain my joyfulness?? each of my friends can just make me happy in less than 10 minutes...as im a playful and unhappy-free person...everytime she dont try or fail to make me happy...i tell myself...nevermind..maybe she's still learning....give her another chance...the only thing i can do when im down is going to sleep and cry(maybe?)...but she alwiz say...why u dont need me when you're unhappy??i know im useless...but can u dont try to leave me??i wanted to make u happy but i dont know how...since she dont know how...then i told her...i dont want u to waste time tinking tricks to make me hapi , if sleep is a way..why dont i take it??

everytime, chances were given...but she just dont appreciate it...what more i can do?...what more i can say? and how many chances u still want...?she alwiz said to change...but i dono she fail / its her habit / she didnt try to change??...now im already tired of it...enough...5 months...the time were not wasted...its happy...but veri difficult life...its difficult from my angle...for hers...she is very happy,very easy life...cz i plan everything just want her to be happy...

that day at tuition...i thought dont want to sit with her as i need to discuss something with my friend...but her friend was not here yet...the tuition centre was quiet and less people were present...so i rather sacrifice my discussion first to accompany her..she just dont appreciate everything i do...after her friend arrived ...the whole period of the class...she only faces her friend and talk to her...not a single word and not even facing me...im okay since she is happy...but she still dont get it...as i said...she promised to change...but till now..she dont...i did talk to her...but its just a sentence of question and answer....have you eaten? nope...simple......................................

i was already tired of everything...disappointed and sad....its my wrong...met her less than a week and become couples...im so dumb...im so stupid...im so tired...i will end this relation...the time were not sacrificed bcoz im hapi with it...till now..the happy period is all over...everyone has a limit...my limit has reached...time is over...what u gave im happy and appreciated it...my time with you are happy..eventhough i sacrifice my time with you more than my frens , but its okay...as long as i maintain everything...to be with someone is not easy...i nearly lost a fren...but i still try to act nothing happened...im happy...but not much as what i've gave you...

thanks for what u gave and hope your next soul mate can be more lucky than me...i've done my best to change you...

as you have read my blog...pls tell me...

Im a root...without trunk..how can i grow leaves??how can the result be beautiful and long lasting...?

Without

1st - Friendship of Understanding
2nd - Look for what each other needs
3rd - Slowly Be Couple

we cant hold long relationships...

Holiday's event letter

To,
You la of course...

past 3 days...planned to go jusco for a movie...watch the - Where Got Ghost - clip...then on the other night..my mood isnt that good..i decided not to go on the other day...i told her that i am not going...she feel a litle bit disappointed ....i dont care...its my decision...then when i wake up on the other day...it was fresh..then i think..why dont i go?go out for a movie to keep my self relax and happy...and meet new frens !! cz she is going out vf her few frens...they're aik boon,ming en,ya jing,yan keng and another 1 if im not wrong its ming yee?? X_X..then after i decided to go..i didnt plan to tell her..thought of giving her a suprise xDD...i onli told aik boon...so then,he copied my idea T_T!!she cheated ya jing too ... haha funny -.-...i reach there at 10.30 as the appointed time was 12...i reached earlier as no one is going to fetch me on that time..so i reach 1 hour 30 min's earlier...i thought to gv them a suprise after aik boon reach...unfortunately...-.-~~he reach at 12.30...gonna wall up him...(wall up?correct ? xP)ya jing , shu fen and ming yee reach there at 11.30...however...i cnt show up first as i planned to gv them a suprise..they are in popular and im watching them where i am standing in a high position ( CAPCOM!! )....watched them over hours..and at last they walk up to the cinema to see what time the movie is available..i was frightened and quickly hide inside capcom...then they walk inside capcom-.-...then i run to the most deep inside capcom...then when i go out..they planned to buy ticket..i was nervous and quickly rush aik boon to reach ASAP ( as soon as possible )...then luckily they ended up going back to popular as another fren has reached..haha...phew...then at last aik boon reach...when he reached...they are at guardian's store...looking for SOME THINGS (aka girls stuff o.O"~)then we went inside and gave them a supprise...haha....funfun~~they seems nothing..sad..plan gone ruined...but i tink they're abit happi for it even cnt really see through their face..haha..the available time was 6.15...and we reach there at 12.00 .... ~!@#$%^& loitre around jusco for 6 hours...ahh-.-bored...at 4+ we take our lunch at pizza hut....ming en was crazy...drank 3 bottles of mineral waters and keep asking for refill of pepsi in pizza hut..haha....he was like a monster....more like rubbish bin !! HAHA!!...the movie was nice...funny and sad-.-...the cinema is damn cold...hug myself oso useless ..haha then went home at 8...nothing special..but met few new frens was a fantastic day...^6..nice day...thanks for introducing new friends to me...

Regards,
McDKiDz

A Little More Symphathy?

a couple days ago..it was A HEAVY raining day..i follow my mum to "lok yuen"= restaurant ...to da bao vege ...then when i return...i saw a dog running around..most probably looking for a place to hide or shelter...but there was no where to go....i wanted to hlp...but i didnt=.=...then i saw a couple rushing out and build a simple dog house for it on the spot by using the TV box ..its large.... and carry the dog in..they get wet just to provide home and shelter for id =(...be kind...nxt time u no home stay rmbr do like tat xDD .. jk == ....jz provide and serve by your kindness...the warm will be felt to those who really think wisely...

Final Destionation IV - 18 above and Snooker ~

although im 16...and kid looking...==...got few big size and tall friends help me ma...we didn't enter when there are many ppl goin in...we wasted time buying the popcorn's first...then when we go in..we were stopped by the "tak tau apa (jaga)"..requested for our IC...we dont care no matter what..we must watch the movie..we can either refund or change another movie...so we decided to call the manager out...manager out only can go in==...

after the movie go infinity play snooker lo^^ play 3 match...win 2 time lose 1 time..1st match veri sui lo...first 3 ball all fei kei.."nt yet warm up oni xP"...if i no miss the ball...we won =(

Nothing Special's - Holiday

hmm after exam oso at school ntg do de lo ^^ so long no write blog haha..this time oso wont be any long==....holiday go whr?go ipoh ^^ bb xD

Friday's B'day Party

7 August 2009'


Attended Jeremy Lam's brother birthday party with my friends, and her..
shud have attended the party after tuition at 8.30..but the teacher was absent..so...i went to...(Sorry, the place that you have mentioned is currently not available. Please don't ask again. Thank You.)
Barbeque(BBQ),Fried Mee,Kali Kai ==,and French Fries attended the party ~~!! ( name of food la....)
i jz ate some fried noodles..not much...cz weather so nice so i eat less la ^^...
awesome night...no moon no star....(pretty scarry huh? x.X)
few of my frens were drunk...even my fren's sister = =...(god bless her ntg happened..)
i was not mixing them of course as my gf was thr..(nt act guai zai la...accompany her is 1st ting to do ma xD )
then chit chat for few hours with her then went home at 11.00 pm ... lo~

BB~

last week's schooling day..

gone to school 3 days...but playing in the school more than study...school gt H1n1 so the teachers all scare til wear the "flu mask" zz...talk sure volume low jor...cz CLOTHING REDUCE VOICE ma...==...then thursday and friday no go school lo~ since so boring...tata =X

Sweet~~

haha...eat 3 sweets...full le...the taste is alwiz in my mind...forgot the sweets brand...i will make sure i buy it daily .. if i can T.T i love it dear ... muackz

Exam Week~~

haha school exam lo~~nt bad la...all subject can maintain 50+ xDD except dam bio.. haha !! noe y? im nt a doctor type la dumb =X...hmm..my math,english and chem postponed to next monday...cz they gave a talk on influenza A ( h1n1) ... haizzz my school that day is got 40 ppl sick...bt after the checkup ...total of 7 is suspected..now 2 is confirmed...see our school will close anot lo =(...poor la...100 years zhun zhun then close jor...sad T.T.... may god bless anderson school...

Friday's WAR!!

haha!! this few days neh...school teachers all busy managing the ''anugerah cemerlang'' tingy==...so...they take this opportunity to get lazy and dont enter class to teach!! haha!! whole week no nid study !! wooots~~
due to absentee of teachers...war between 4SA,4S1 and 4S2 has risen!! xD!!
the weapons used are cannon balls !! (made by normal exercise book papers,a4 unused papers and my* The Star newspaper=.=..dam it..i bring thr not yet read they tear and throw jor...~!@#$%^)
haha...a greater weapon is also used~~dustbin -_-'''....my cousin throw that ! haha!! founder of the weapon~!...during the war ...i exhausted d....then continue plan my leo tings lo==...headache saja...

The End . - - - - - - -

whole weeks activity...?

Schooling Days

ntg la...i only got something to say-.-...dam school go change the school time table...1 day nid bring so many books....all 1 period oni...luckily im smart...oni exercise book...no text books xD
today(friday) morning i do biology for 2 hours-.-...eventhough i drop bio....0mg...demanded to...

Personal

haha ... awaiting the day to express my love and braverance to her lo...at last its done...
-.-...nothing special wor...bt i have a IQ question...and answer provided of course-.-...its..

Why Is The Sea Blue??




cz all the fish blurp blurp blur blue blue blue mai blue lo!!

Muaacckzzz Sweet~~!

i did it~! my first kiss~~after tuition of course...
i'm actually veri "xiao dan" in love = =...(dono how to say in english...nt brave?)
hmm others im ok as daring ppl back...haha
after tuition im a little scared...as well as her...
at last i did it oso ma...haha although it was only a second...but the feel lasts for hours !! xD
the feel is like a butterfly touching my lips ...so sweet-.-....haha till now still have...
im no longer "xiao dan" xDD woots i love you dear muackz

McDKiDz - I'm Lovin' It

feeling??a little braverance?

loves tell me...
when i think of you i wanna see you...
wanted to see you when we're far apart...
when i see you i wanna hug you...
wanted to kiss you when we're in contact...

when will it be??
how could it be?

when will i can be a little more braver to give you warmth?protection?or more love...?

missing you as much as rain drops fall...
loving you more than i can say...
hoping you beside me every moment...
when im happy,sad,lonely,scared,em0...

You Are Not Alone - MJ

You are not alone...
For I am here with you...
Though you're far away...
I am here to stay...

But you are not alone...
For I am here with you...
Though we're far apart...
You're always in my heart...
But you are not alone...

Just the other night...
I thought I heard you cry...
Asking me to come...
And hold you in my arms...
I can hear your prayers...
Your burdens I will bear...
But first I need your hand...
Then forever can begin...

Sunday - Jeremy Lam's birthday party

the party was held at JJ!!! i mean jusco kinta city =)..
total dono how many ppl came...
12.10 we went to watch movie at tanjong golden village !!( or golden screen cinemas? anything ~)
ice age 3 was our selection !! nt bad la..can laugh ass off de..my mood aint good that day...
then on 3 o clock...we went to k-box room 56 (VIP)fuyoh ~...(cz too much ppl la nt i VIP) haha..
till 5 oclock lo...in k-box...my mood is worst-.-...those who are vf me that day..u should noe y... normally in k-box for 2 hours i usually hold the microphone for 90 minutes...(cz i can sing and i love to sing0,0)...bt on that day..i sang maximum oni for 5 songs...the mood was horrible...(jealousy made this)..
the whole party wasnt go smooth as our EVVVIP didnt attend and was ruined (cz of my blady fkking mood)...
i apologize for my mood as my dear wasnt too hapi that day too...

then we went take picture at the dono wad machine lo...
then 6++ all go home lo...

i was veri sorry for my girl..she got 3 frens to company...and i was quite lonely that day...cz the 3 girl lo!! ( actually not really...zz)no chance stick vf my dear ma...then the girl take this opportunity when i am lonely...and play,stick,disturb(talk-.-)..with me... her act has cause jealousy to my dear... try my best to prevent it...bt the girl keep on stick with me ...

im a failure in love...rite?...

no matter the wind blows how strong,rain falls how heavy with thunder ... i will be right here waiting for you..alwiz beside you,stay with you,protect you, and love you..dono who edit...so bad==

once again ... haha nice pose everyone~!


enjoyed that day ..(during this photographing session oni xP)

Saturday - Crossover 09' helpout

haha....after the event ~!! cheers~!
Up and Down..With Twister Geniue~

Mr Katoon!(his face doesnt look pro xD)

we reach thr at 9.30 am for the preparations of the PA systems,lightings,chairs,stage...and more...rehearsals for 2 time has been done ~! the event was named Crossover 09' Mega Charity Concert jointly organized by K-box,motion masterz,and Leo club of anderson(helpers,exit,entrance,and backstage)!!haha!!...the event was attended with various singers ( k-box top 20 ),soul crew,famous crew,Twister Genie (dono gt spell wrong anot -_-') and Mr Katoon aka Kevin(malaysia and singapore popping no.1) !!
...at first...i thoguht it will be a hard time and boring...bt!! it was fun and awesome !! their performances are veri great!!suprised when i saw Twister Genie and Mr Katoon's performance!! i was like =O...wdf~ lol xD..

during the event had started...it was attended by estimated 300 ~ 500 heads...it was veri....hmm dono how to say...meriah??yea ...-_-..During mr katoon's performance...i was veri excited xD..veri funny and Pro...zz...the day was tired bt worth it !! haha!!

k not much to say now..gtg !! bye ~!

morning 8.30..

after the school meet parent day...-.-..my mother then fetch me to "sun hor lok" as my fren are waiting for me there to buy present for my best fren " jeremy lam "!!..we(jacky yong,ho ming fong, and mii.)we walked along from sun hor lok to kampar road the store-.-..jz to buy a present...
unfortunately...the dam store is closed today...dissapointed...
we then take a cab ride bk to ipoh parade and continue our survey-ing for presents...
3 hours of window shopping is nt easy!!take turn to accompany jeremy lam!!
each of us bought presents and some gather money and buy better presents..
i bought a shirt and gave him on the spot...aww...im that dumb...but he thanked me happily!!
he was busy thinking what to wear on sunday and the shirt was the perfect one !!
hoho...and i did bought "something important" that is secret haha~then we had a round of bowling...sad-.-deproved from average 100 ...to 6x ..wdf~!below are the pictures showing Main Convent building and yea...im a sampah masyarakat =D


voila ~ chao

PS : jeremy ng -if my precious return safely, rewards will be given =)

hari temu duga ..

this morning 7.00...had a breakfast with my mum first...then only plan to go to the school to take the "animals" result...unfortunately..im unable to go into the school with my mum cz the dam freaking horrible discipline teacher aka "kz" he is punishing some students...i tell my mum to go in by herself as the idiot teacher is thr-.-plan to tell the teacher that im sick~!...haha...i din expect the teacher to jz say ...

Pn. Chan : Mrs Foo?Wheres your son?
MaMa : He's sick today. So im here to take it for him.
Pn. Chan : Did you know since the school started till now he did'nt go to school already for 11 days?(my mum knew it as i love'd to skip classes during friday...lame subjects)
MaMa : Oh yea..i know...how's his studies and discipline in school?
Pn. Chan : He's doing well and i've never heard he skipping classes before.(cz teachers are dumb and failed to track me even i ponteng-.-" royal mcd xDD)
MaMa : Oh k...thx for your information...bye..

-.-...luckily my form teacher hates lecturing ..haha!!god bless me..
The Day Is Saved Once Again!! Thanks to the Power Puff Chan !!

lovers loved loving..

love..?question by peoples for the exact meaning...( actualy im the one who is asking xP)
love can be romantic...sweet...memorable...and suffering sometimes...
if a couple that has no trust on each other..its not a love...
tie a rope on your lover?to avoid him/her to meet someone better or closer than you?(i did this mistake)
if he/she chose another one...so what?its our fault for not choosing the right path in love(u dont gv enough care to her..)
love should be filled with trust especially..without that is nt a love...
if he/she reli loves u...y are u afraid of him/her to be taken away by another one?

when you love till you married = 100% trust had been applied at all times ...
break less than 1 month = he / she is definitely a failure in love ( playgirl/boy)
break in years time = problem occurs anytime,u failed to understand him/her of what he/she needs...take my word as no pain no gain...cant afford to hv problems would'nt success...

try not to tie him/her too tight...put hope,trust on him/her...if he / she did wrong...y don u think..if i did the same problem..will i make the same mistake in the future?sometime she noti abit...he noti abit..then "close 1 eye and forget it la"...cz u also will do de haha...

if im wrong...please comment me..im jz expressing what i wanted to say...dear...i love you...i trust you...

4 seasoned mood~

life as usual...wake up...schooling...tuitions...chatting(often) everywhere...sms-ing and -Em0-ing -.-~..
my body is getting weaker if i'm right...sleeping at 11 and wake on 6...7 hours of sleep is more like a pig for monks xDD..
hmm in the morning and afternoon, my mood is better and more...more....active..yea..bt ~ at nite i alwiz get tired and moody ... as i hv the name emo lord==..maybe is my body is getting weaker??stressed?tiredness(impossible)?or busy thinking of love?studies(come on -.- dn joke with me)or maybe wrong lifestyle ??
can anyone answer me?

apologies by me...1st time blogging....to improve my english of course!!haha~!comments are welcomed..